My Quiet Life

In a few days it will be 4 years and 4 months since Ed died. Even typing that doesn’t seem real. Today was a day of feeling surrounded by him and not quite sure why. No matter what I do, or where I go, I still return to my quiet life. Some may be envious that I can come and go as I please. That is true but, in reality, there is often an overwhelming feeling of being lost, sad and no longer needed. Each day I will try to keep busy and continue to smile and enjoy life the best I can.